Hi Fouad,
Welcome aboard ,It's good to see patients from Pakistan coming more and more on this forum,as you know conditions for thal are a bit tough here in our country,no research going on,and plus this site is a good forum to discuss everything related to thal which we can't share with normal people,i am mother of a thal daughter,thal minor myself,i can understand your depression too,still you are a young man and you have a life ahead of you,you have achieved a degree,never let thal come in your way, you can do everything.
GOOD LUCK,
ZAINI.