Hello everyone !!
When I'm 6 years old and don't really know what's thalasemmia is (I'm a Thal Minor), But it changes suddenly when this comes to my life, My 17 yrs old cousin , who is a Thal Major , fell into coma because of excess iron in his heart because of missing his casual medication, when I look at him in the hospital , it was too late already, his whole body turn yellowish and in a deep coma state, no reaction to the enviroment , no reply from what we said, just sleep at his bed......When i look at my relatives , i asked what happen to him but no one answer my question .....
So what i do is just simple.... walk to his side and shake him and keep asking him question just want to wake him up, but i tried for 15 minutes, i gived up .... Tears started to flow down from my cheeks but i still not stoping shaking him and shouting ...... but nothing works out........ He was declared dead and funeral had been done yet i still can't forget what i saw that day and how he looks like....even when i'm typing here , i'm trying to control my tears from falling down ..... but what can i do ...... He's already dead for bout 10 years already...... but what i can only do is only mourn and pray for him ...... deep inside my heart.....keep it as a precious memories ....... although he had leave me here but he'll still be in my heart , lively as in the past ........Always ..........