saturday , i fell much better , and slept for a long time after these three days of pain , i ate a lil dinner and thanx GOD this time no vommiting... but feeling weakness ,, its feel's like these three days squeezed out al energy to me .. feeling so bad and frustrated , i just came out of all these things and once again these thing jolted me very badly ... DFO site is bruised red and purpl and aching alot, still unable to walk ... sumthing is more depressing is since a long time i m suffering thorugh sumthing , no rest ...
at one moment when all this was happenning to me i was thinkking, i dont know why i m fighting this much hard .... i was feared that i will give up someday ... i was feeling realy tired , i wanted and there was no sign that it will heal up soon and i can get relaxed,.... i dont know why i was feeling so bad that day ....
i have been through alot of things that was more worsen than this one i went throughh recently , but dont know why , i dont wana fight anymore ... its more than 1.5 year since i m in state of agressive chelation and trying to keep my health FIT ,,, isn't it too long time ??..... okiey i dont wana write anything more and dont want to make this broken soul/spirit cause/ reason of breaking other's spirit of fighting ...
wat-ever i have said here doesn't mean that i will stop chelation and give up ... all that i mentioned above is my feeling in time i m suffering to a realy bad condition.. so plz i request to all u thals that dont even think of give up and keep fighting , its a bad patch on me and whenever it will end i will b a happy man and back to my routine mediicnes, treatments & specially chelation .. plz never went your hope down and be sticked with ur treamtents and chelation ,, hope that you people will have more n more brighten future than mine ......
@Tariq bhai,
Thanx alot bro for updating forum and answering most of questions on my behalf, i was realy unable to sit and answer those questions , condition was really soo critical and i was feeling tirednes too much bcoze of weakness .. thanx alot bro for all this .. May GOD bless you ...
@Zaini
Thanx sis, for regards and good wishes ,,, thanx alot for kept remembeirin me in my absence .. thanx sis
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@Dore
i hate this too, Dore ... at-least this dont suit to desferal that do sumthing bad with a thal, ... in my case i this it wasn't desferal ( as first i thought ).. i think it was wrong site or i injected that in muscle instead of sub-q ... but now i m much better , hope that i will recover sooner than my own expectations , ,,,.....
@Jade ,
Thanx Jade, wishes of you all and prayers make me recover this much faster , otherwise prob was realy critical .. that alot, jade.. i alway need all of thalpals prayers . bcoze i the one who is lwayas in trouble, when-ever i get some super health and then a prob and back to skiny type of thals group ... soo i always need prayers , thanx alot ....
@Manal
thanx manal sis , i think i m late a lil bit , but i hope i m not too late
, thanx sis
@ Lena
i imediately stopped pump and turn chelation off ( i did this on wednseday ). doc hasn't said anything abt pump , actualy i forgot to ask abt that , but since this start happpening the pump is off and wiilll remain of until i will recover completely.. thatnx for you wishes and sugestion ... Thanx alot
DFO site yesterday night it was mostly purple & a lil bit red and now its mostly red & a few purple marks ( and skin is hard since i started last DFO session and still hard and aching alot eeeeeeeeeee i dont like ache ) .. i tried several times to come on forum but didn't do that bcoze i was start feeling tired very soon in those days ( mayb friday night and saturday )... hope that i m not too late ..
i m Almost back to forum, i hope to get back in form realy soon
i think its enough for this time
hummmm.. but now i m up again with more power/energy i have to achieve my goal of better health and i will achieve that INSHA-ALLAH ...these lil thing cant take me down ... i want you people to please be faithful with your chelation plans and keep your Hb maintain other wise life will be a lil hard for you ... start chelation today ....
Best Regards
Take Care
Umair