Dear Dore,
I too. I apologize for my outburst.I think that I have over reacted.
This morning I was very upset with myself and I suppose I vent it out on the wrong person.
I am not feeling well at the current moment. take for example,,,,,,, this morning I burnt my kettle beyond recognition I forgot that I put the kettle on the fire for my morning coffee.
I've been missing time and when it happen, I seems to completely forgot about what I'm suppose to be doing ,this frightened me because I feel i'm losing my memory and I dont know how I will manage, I'm here alone with no close relatives other than my sons and they are busy with their lives.
I think the illness is taking its toll on me and it leaves me angry , bitter and very fustrated,
it comes down to I don't like myself and what I'm becoming.
I dont know much, but I'm sorry if I have said stuff that might have hurt anyone.
I know you genuinely care for me, thank-you all for your friendship.
I do care too again I'm sorry.
Kathy