Hospital Window, In Memory of Sajid (Don't Forget to read Completely )

my l little man aysam wants to thank you guys for the support fo his
 mother wich is me
hehe 
i thinnk he must think i am mad aysam is so so
spolied from both granpearnnts uncles unties me dad sisters
aysam is out of controll 
i think i need to get some help here
 yestaday aysam aksed me for a motor bike um no not the toy one the real thing 
i said aysam you still a baby he said no aysam not baby aysam big mucels
aysam big boy 
he makes me smile laugh wake up in the morning 
he is a crazzy kid
he is to spolied i am worried now there will be a time when i cant ever say no
and if i do aysam wont be used to it 
do you guys think i am overboard i know everyone loves there children unconditoanly
but i have no borders i never say no 
aysam gets what aysam wants and he knows it 
you kwno he is so smart when he sees me going somewere he says mummy asyam put seat belt and sits at the back when i get in the car he dosnt
and he laughs as if to say i got you 
haha
and trick me
i just wantted to share  abit of my life
with you guys
tell me what your kids do to you 

kids are checky they have ther ways
and when aysam dont get what he wants he say aysam not love mummy
mmmmmmmmm sounds like he is useing and abusing me 
hahaha my other kids fight over who will change him whio will feed him who will play with him
and he loves the attention 
aysam sleeps on the big quoeen size bed while i sleep on the floor so he dosnt get sqaushed he sleeps like a king but he isnt a brat you know the kids who scream and yell and chuck tantrams when they dont get what they want
no he dose it diffrent he will giive you a puppy look
or tell you he loves you
pick you flower
scratch your back
he is a gentalmen
haha
sometimes he is meen to me he say fat mama
its so funny
how funny he is so young to know all this and so funny
my girl freinds actully come to my
place just to take aysam out they love him so much they actully put him in a convortibale and pick him up from childacre and take him for drives oh with aysam at the front
 seat sitting lke a king in the passengers seat they all think he is so
 adorable and eatable everyone loves aysam
i wish in one year or more aysam will be here chatting with all you guys
please everyone pray for him
please its just a shame that such a cute and smart out going  boy that has so much to look forwerd for can be so sick all the time not just with thala but we basickly live at the hostpital
i want him to go to parks and play and be normal
i cant belive how strong he is
he is pale and yellow and liver and kidney oh and he had sever osa life threating one
he stops breathing and so many other problems
can be as he is
you wouldnt even think he is sick with a flu or virus
all your prays are nedded
for my baby
i have told you guys so much about him so you can all see what i am liveing and seeing everyday
 

every one take a look at this

www.youtube.com and type in

18 month old baby who stops breathing while asleeo
this is aysam
11 months ago you are all going to be shocked

Dear Mariam,

The way you describe Aysam sounds just as adorable as the pictures we see.  Yes, we are all in love with you little boy and we are so eager to hear that things are on track with him.  We all want for him to get better very soon - our prayers are with you. 

God bless the little man,

Sharmin

 

We love you Aysam 

Zaini.

Hi Marium ,
Have some  courage sis , i understand wat you are going through , i hope he will get  well soon .. theere is a message for you , you may also find this message in my profile ...

human being's all problems are just due to 2 reasons:

1) he wants more than destiny
2) he wants all those things before time

Best Regards
Take Care
Umair

Mariam, i am sure that God will answer all our prayers


Umair, i feel that these days you have grown 10 years more than your age. Though i love the quote and it is very true,but i get the feeling ou are not so well, hope i am wrong

manal

Umair,

I also love the quote.

Manal,

I agree with you - Umair has become even more mature in the past little while.  And I share your concern - Umair, I hope that you are well! 

Sharmin

Hi Manal & Sharmin ,
i have mentioned in many previous posts of mine , that when people talk to me after discussion they said many times 

he is quite mature than his age

i
it is the compliment i heard alots of times and i realy enjoy this alot everytime ....
you may find it in my previous posts ... about my healt , i m fit n fine .. i will upload my recent pic once i take that to give an evidence that i m super fine and enjoying my self ...
about the qoute , it is a good saying of Imaam Ghazaali , i got it in an SMS , one of my Relative sent it to me . it was in Urdu , i sent it to a person who is in my MSN list , that person translated it in english as i want ...  its the story  of it ...  i m looking for the permisioon of that person to write his/her name  here on , as i once once writed Tariq's name in my post when he did the same for me ..... hey that person if you see this post please reply or tell me to disclose your name . if you want ...

Best Regards

I am happy to know that everything is going well Umair.

manal

in my last post , i was trying to say that,  i m not  a mature  and won't to be as well .  i want to be a teenager as i look's alike A Little Naughty/kiddy  Boy hehehe ... i m still that Umair who began posting a few months ago .... a little super dumb like  something , who love to tease and then laugh haahahaha but a little Serious behvior is another side of Personalty ... humm idont know its good or bad but sometimes i turn's to realy serious about life and other matters . .i dont know why i have two extreme levvels of behavior , which are completely different .... well i m o always .. it look like i m not doing well but here is nothing like that, i m super fine and feeling much better than before (when i joined this community) , and improving/recovering very quickly .   i dont feel anything bad about the life. i always try to a find the positive side of every thing ( as Sajid said : he love to talk about the lighter side of the everything) something like Thalassemia protects from Malaria like something .... thanx for keeping me in your thought and prayers ...

Take care
Umair

Edited : onething that i found is changed in me is , now i m capable to write long posts :winks

Umair,

Good to hear that bud - you keep taking care of yourself - you are right you have come a looooong way since you began posting here and we are so proud of you for what you have accomplished.  It shows that it is never too late to turn things around. 

It's good to be either serious or funny - in between would be boring 

Take care,

Sharmin

  Thanx Sis ,

Today, I Am Missing Him Alot , i m miissing a person who were always there to help to understand and then convey/explain wat i wanted to say in my posts... who where always there to hear me and to discuss my ideas share's his as well .. who were always there to talk me and to answer my concerns regarding to  anything .. a person who was the " Man at the window for me " today i m feeling like the other man who changed his bed to the bed which was near the window ... today i m feeling like this Teddy bear looking out-side (wall ) sad and alone ... i cant forget those threads t i discussed to Sajid to post or not and to explain wat i realy willing to say ..  I Miss You Buddy , when you was with us, i never felt alone like this ... i was left using MSN and PC , i came back on it bcoze of you ... it was bcome's my habbit to turn on PC and sign-on msn when-ever i felt bored and sad , when you was with us ... the pic of the teddy bear i dont know if i m posting it 2nd time but it's wat i feel, it is closest picture of wat i feel for you .... Buddy, i still remember many of our chats , and i cant forget those chats ..... you was the only one to whom i ever talked very freely , i always felt free while talking to you ... you was the ideal friend, i was searching for ... i lost a person&freind who was the same i wished to have as a friend .. cant forget yo buddy, and cant controle my tears when-ever i think of your Sweet memories ... it was my dream to meet you in-person , but never had a chance to make it true ( My bad luck/fate ) .. i dont know why i cried when you passed away, when i was soo strong and not cried when i lost my friend ( thal center's friend )... i dont know and cant believe that i m cryied and still crying time to time for someone, i never met in-person ....

May ALLAH(God) Bless you with high ranks in Jannah, and you soul rest in Peace AMEEN ( Thuma AMEEN)

Umair

Dear Umair,

You're are not alone  we are all here to support you,

I'm certain that "Sagid" reads all your postings and is very proud of you.
Have faith, that there are    guardian Angels that has befriended you and is filling his place in your life.
 By the way you look so cute next to the window.
For whats its worth, I care about you.

Be strong  we are here,
Lots of love from Kathy

Umair
May his soul rest in peace   you are right he can not be forgotten> He is forever in our hearts

manal