Those Who Bloom in The Heart Of Others never Fade Away,
May He Find comfort and His Soul Rest in Peace
and We find Comfort n Strength in His memories (AAMEEN)
Well, last night when i was using thalpal, once i thought to start this thread , but i didn't dare to start bcoze i won't to go back in memories those make saddened that i lost a sincere and loving friend , a friend who were always their to support me on this forum , who encouraged me to keep posting here and not to hesitate to posting for any reason like e.g i m new, people dont know me, i cant ask this rightly , i will not get enough reply to sort out this prob , etc..etc.. who solved my infusion systme's probleme and encourage me to use at-least once my old and lighter one I.System , that work's for me and his encouragement make's chelation easier for me now i can put my pump in my pocket instead of using pump jacket bcoze i m using lighter and smaler pump which was idle since a long time bcoze i was scared of pump and i thought that was not functioning properly .... as i several time mentioned here , ther was many similarities between us ( m not talking about the behavior or accuracy in answering but the natural similarities ) , He had enough time of day to spend on internet me too , he like's to spend time on net , me too , thats why we booth had enough time of the day to chat to pass our time ( the boring time ) .... i dont know why i m looking in memories again in which i dont want to look bcoze it alwayz make's me feel sad , i cant forget him and dont want to forget his friendship too , but trying to live with memories .. i believed that he is no more with us only bcoze i talked to his aunty after his death other wise there is nothing to satisfy me to convince me that he is no more with us .... i think you al could imagine that how it feel's when a first ever person outside ur hiome u trusted on and share's some memories and moment with him bcoze u trust him , the first ever person to whom you met online and share the location of your home and saw his location as well , the first ever person who encouraged you , who inroduced you who make you feel confident to ask your question who adviced you wat to do next to improve your health and who helped you in alot more ways , is no more with you .. a person you meet daily u cant forget him , in those times when-ever i felt that i m feeling bored it was my routine to turn on internet and open messenger bcoze i know that Sajid will b surely online ... that person is no more with us , how can u believe it , and how will you react remembring him ... how can you believe it the person u met online a day bfore is no more with us and now he is somewhere there where he cant reply your meessages ... it was really depressed moment to whom you talk everyday you havn't seen him online since 48 hours and then an e-mail with a bad joke like news , .............................................. wat more to say , he was a good, a loving and caring person with a really big and kind heart . May his soul rest in peace and ALLAH grant him high ranks in Jannah ( Jannat-ul-Firdous ) AAMEEN ...... you're still in my memories buddy, i didn't forget you , n wil never forget bcoze i cant forget you ... my eyes still tear's when i try to look back at memories , i plaaneed to meet you on National thal coference karachi but you passed away a lil earlier ... i wanteed to meet you in person one day, but i realized that all dreamz r not to come true , some dreams remain's as a lie or half,, this is wat called The Game of LIFE , Destiny & LUCK ... "Sigh"
dont wana write more .... more i will write,,, more i wil feel dis-hearted ...
Umair