As a child, I already observed that I am different. Compared with my classmates, I am smaller than them, I am moody than them, I am weak than them, I am pale (in color) than them. But as the saying goes, I am what I am… I tend not to ask my parents about my incomparable differences ‘cause I thought that this will cause no harm on my part…
Years had passed… I finished by elementary years, my secondary years and eventually by college years with flying colors. With all my inconsistencies, I pursue my studies. And now, I am starting to build my own life and career when suddenly, an unknown visitor knocked on my door. An illness/disease/disorder...
I was being transfused with bags of blood (October 2008), without even knowing the nature of my disorder. I was transferred from one doctor to another, still not resolving the disorder. Eventually, a doctor from a private hospital in Cavite led to the discovery of my disorder (December 2008).
It was βeta-Thalassemia… From then on, I am being transfused with blood every three months.
I was not surprised of the result because when I was in 2nd year college, a doctor told me that I might probably be suffering from that disorder. But that time, I didn’t care much about it. I focused more on my studies. And also, for the thinking that this disorder can be cured easily with medicine, just like a simple fever.
Before, doctors told me to take Iron supplements for the think that my illness is just Iron Deficiency. Just to found out that my Iron level exceeds much higher than normal. Now that I know that it’s not just simple Iron Deficiency, I trained my self to avoid foods with Iron.
My doctor told me that a person with this disorder tends to live longer, if treated well. Of course, I know that because I will not probably be here to share my story if that does not happen. As per doctor, I am already suffering from this disease since birth.
I am living a life for more than 20 years. There’s so much to be thankful for. Even this sickness that strike my life. Without it, I will not probably meet different persons from different walks of life who will help me through this battle.
This is not the end for me. It’s just a new start. A new adventure. New things must be learned along the way.
I know, I still have a great role to play in this game called LIFE.