hi,
I do read questions about fear of bonedeformations, but nowhere i read about people suffering this outcome of thalassemie, so hopefully my story can add something to this topic.
i'm familiar with skeletproblems since i was 2 years old. My hands where x-rayed every year to see how i growht because i was already very little in length.
When i was 11 i came home one night after a party with heavy pains and cried my eyes out. My mum decided that i needed be x-rayed. The picts than showed serious deformation in both hipjoints. The doctors than thought it was late kind of Perthes-disease. Both hipjoints were corrected in stand to prevend worse damage. For any kind of replacement i was too young. In that time i suffered serious anemia and bloodtransfusion was given. To bad for me, my body reacted horrible and after tests my blood makes anti-things against donorblood and the form of red cells were strange, so the treatment stopt and wonderwell, my hb rose to 8.0 for the next surgery. We were adviced to go to Leiden, but google didn't exists those days so nobody thought of a blooddisease.
When i was 16 my knees hurts. 1 arthoscopie later, my cartilage in my knees seemed more than soft, but still hole. When i became 20 the pain was horrible and again i went back for another arthoscopie. This time the cartilage was seriously damaged, BUT jointreplacements in NL is after you become 50, so i was way too young for any kind of replacements.
On my 20th, my health went down like hell and i ended up in a wheelchair. Althought doctors thought it wasn't needed, i fighted for this thing. Thank god for me, the society found me fysically handicapt enough for education in a rehabillitycentre. There they helpt me with other recourses to stay independent (i live alone in an appartment).
In that time, my hands didn't work as they should. Numness and they where thinking of hernia. My spine was checkt out and they told me i had something as Scheuermanndisease and a few hernia´s indeed. But again, i was too young for surgery. It was in 2000. Still nothing said about any blooddisease.
In 2002 i found an arts who would replace my hipjoints, because of the damage. After a long long time (i had to wait for it for 9 months). He was the only doctor in the netherlands, willing to operate me. Because i knew i can´t process donorblood, the surgery was done with care. The second surgery was a true drama. My HB dropped till 4.1 and the treatment was: Irontablets. Crazy enough i did seemed better, so still nobody thought it could be something else.
In 2005, my numness was horrible, my leftside was as lame as it could be. Back to the neurologe. Yes, the same hernia (2000) was still there, not even smaller at all and still she wouldn't operate me. After 10 months of suffering i called desperately the insurenscompany and they sended me to belgium for surgery. In less than 3 days i got my surgery and 5 days later my nummness was gone at the left part of the body, but still the right part of my body was still lightly num. The neurologe told me it was thalassemie, but she refused to send me tru a specialist. YES, a bloodtest was prescripted, but i was afraid and forgot all about it. The belgium doctor adviced me to check my shoulderjoints, because he was already convinced that thalassemie was the cause of the hipjoints and the next problemeareas are back and shoulders and knees.
Too bad for me, my financial supervisor found me a hypochondric and she forbid me to see a doctor. After 1 1/2 years my finances where such a mess and i was so mad about the fact that i didn't get permission to see a doctor that i went to court and i got to fire her (nov 2008). In december i went inmediatly to a Reuma doctor (i was convinced that i had reuma artrose).
My shoulders showed enormous cystes in my sockets and clearly you could see on the x-ray that the bone-ends where damaged as well. After many research i was told that i had to wait till i was 50 AGAIN, before they would surgery.
This time i wouldn't wait again for a year so i called insurencecompany again. And again i was send to belgium. This doctor freakt out when he saw my picts and heared that dutch doctors refused to operate. 1 october my leftshoulder is with urgency replaced, because the cystes are close to the service and if it breaks, it will be smashed tot pieces. Try to fix that!!
The doctor asked me what labels others had stampt on me. So i said: Perthes, Scheuermann, artroses, astma and something with blood, thalassemie. This doctor had asked around and he told me that all diseases so far where the thalassemie all the time. He adviced me to test the type, and so i did...
I'm waiting for 3 more surgeries (rightshoulder and both knees to replace) and i wait for the result on the type, but in my case, i'm completely damaged in bones by thalassemie. Not knowing what more damage is done.
Still 10 days to go for the results and during that waiting i'm in a crisis, but doctors won't take me in for oxigen and waterinfuus and painkillers because i can't tell what type i have. (where the f* are protocols for?? Do we have protocols at all... answer: NO, NL has no protocol at all, so i was send away, like i'm crazy and stupid)
Yes, i'm very afraid. This thalassemie has eaten and deform my bones and longs. If it is already that bad, what more damage is done? and how long will i live? bloodtransfusions are no option and direct relatives are not available. Will i survive the surgeries?
For anyone who has serious deformed skeletbones, i can really say now: test on thalassemie, it looks like reuma, it feels like reuma, but it's worse, it's Thalassemie.
I hope that my story helps to determine Thalassemie, instead of all kinds of diseases diagnosed and not being taken serious as i was treaten here. That thalassemie CAN show other signs than just the usual things i red about.
With lots of strength for those who has to fight,
Reyha