I always thought the same question with the difference of being on the other side of the table.
My stats for those who dont know.
I’m 24 male thal major diagnosed at year one of my life.
Since then treated with high transfusion scheme i.e transfused with multiple RBCs at a time once a month. I remember when i had 7-8 hb in my childhood doc transf me 3 or even at later stages 4units at a time.
My chelation though wasn’t worst but
IT WAS NOT as it should have been. And if I try to recall I would say I hardly used desferal consistently for 2weeks in my childhood. It was only the COMPELLED chelation after the transfusion in hospital i.e doc always wrote to inject i.v desferal after transfusion and I had to remain admit in hospital for 2 days and one night.
My past records show 8000 ferritin when I was of around 13-14yrs.
I remember it was only when i reached 15 that I became more knowledgeable about my disease and importance of chelation and started serious chelation by 16yrs of age. And I managed to make it under 2000 in 2004.
After that to this day … I have NEVER BEEN too consistent with low or high iron levels. As like my lifestyle and habits my ferritin level keeps changing its graph. Just for an example, because of my last years’ complex educational studies my iron went up high to 8000 and in 2months up to right now it’s less than 2000.
But, even with that poor chelation my medical condition is given as:
• Doctors say those with better maintenance of HB has good height than others… I see more patients with scarce transfusion history taller than me. Im just 5’2..but still its NORMAL for thal of those days.
• On complaining of my short height, during my childhood I got tested growth hormones ad as they were NORMAL I was said to be short because of my genes.
• My t3,t4,TSH and testosterone were ALWAYS normal.
• My calcium, magnesium and other similar counts NORMAL.
• I was diagnosed as HCV + and elevated AST levels…but on PCR HCV came negative and I never had any treatment for it. ATM my ast/alt are NORMAL just being Alt slightly higher/
• My Spleen still intact, slightly enlarged, still considered as a NORMAL for a thal.
• As we see facial and bone structure deformation in thal. Despite of being looking yonger than my age, my all these features are normal. (I had rare facial hair just a year ago, maybe high testosterone due to weightlifting brought complete beard by now)
• My MRI,echo etc revealed normal results of all body organs.
• NEVER HAD any-sort-of health problems osteoporosis, pain, diabetes etc. can be idealized by knowing I do weightlifting.
• Never had any side-effects with any medicine—be it desferal (no matter what quantity and duration), kelfer, folic acid, vit C, chelox, ferrinil, ferriprox.
I question myself as to how such a careless thal major be that fortunate?
The question should be an eyebrow raiser for every one, for every doc too. How patients with good medical coverage and better iron levels can incur more damage to their body than the ones with careless and ignorant past treatment?
The only answer I can give to myself is that I was just blessed by Allah Almighty. What else? No nothing. Sometimes I think that I never deserved being that lucky, because I know how much ignorant I have been to my body. May be perhaps after years we will come to know the answer.
Having read that bore novel, I would say that Eesha you aren’t alone with those difficulties in this world. Everyone in this world is tested by Allah. We do have problems in our lives with thalassemia, but there are people in this world that are deprived of eyes to see the beautiful sceneries of the world that you see, some cant walk a foot to even reach washroom, many don’t have hands to even get themselves a tasty bite of chocolate cake which we all fight for, others cant even hear melodious voices of their loved ones whereas we punish our ears with unable-to-understand-too-fast rap. Every one in this world is tested for his/her result in the Hereafter. We shall always thank Allah and struggle to get ourselves accomplished in our objective of being a champ no matter what barriers we might face.
Always be confident and happy of what you are. But if not—then watch this to get yourself a courage boost
www.youtube.com/watch?v=T23ZXFi5Kt4