Thanks to everyone for the advice and concern.
I know that my health has to be a priority, because without health, there is no future. However, I have trouble reconciling myself to the fact that I would have to put my education and everything on hold for thal. It already controls so much of my life and has already taken so much away from me. The one thing that I have never let it get in the way of was my education, and I dont know if i am willing to let it get into the way now.
I am willing to get as aggressive with the therapy as possible so long as I am still able to attend classes everyday. If the doctors can figure out a way to put me on a 24/7 desferal IV and let me go to classes, I am more than willing to do that. If they want me to come in to the clinic and get checked everyday on Ferripox, I'm willing to do that. I'm just not willing to stop my classes.
I have worked really hard to get to where I am at right now. I have 2 more years before I am done with classes and school. Im not going to let anything get in my way of finishing these two years. If I put my classes on hold, I know that I will never get back to them. Being finished with school and finally being able to start working is the only thing that I have to look forward to in my life right now. If I stop school, then I no longer have that. I will no longer have anything to fight for.
I still have to talk to my doctors about the ideas that you have given me (the ferripox or IV desferal). My next appointment is on Jan. 26th, so I will talk to her then, if I don't get a call from her before then. I will post what me and my doctor decide after I talk with her.
Just an update, starting tomorrow, I am being switched to a 8hr. Infusion of desferal and I know its not near aggressive enough, but it will be a lot more effective then the 15-20 min. push.
Thanks,
Archana