hi :
yesterday i went to meet saad ( umar's younger brother )....
he was a little dishearted but i m glad to say that he is stronger than me ...
i told him to join the community but he said .. " i will join it soon but let me come out of his memory "
...... i remember that once before the death of umar... i asked to saad that why u r not joining the thalpal community ?..
he answered me " umar is not allowing me to use their computer ' i said ok .. give the phone to umar and then i said to umar " please let him use ur computer if u dont want to give permision to use then tell him to use in ur supervision ...." at same same time i heard a voice coming to the background of umar " umair !! he is not going to give me permision to use their computer ( it was saad's voice ) ... how happy and friendly they was ..... anyways .. i told saad to take your time to come out of it ... and try your best to do this as sson as possible .... i told him that it is the decision of God ... i told him to Take Care of his self too not for only himself but for their parents as well ....
i told him to restart chelation as he stopped that i dont y //....he show that he will start soon ... well everything is looking getting on the routine ....
May GOD bless saad with courage, strenght, faith health in life .... Ameen .....
feeling light after meeting to saad ....
jade, ZAINI, Kathy11, sharmin, Smurfette, §ãJ¡Ð ساجد , Manal, Andy :
Thank You All , once again for being with me in this tense moment and helping me to come out of it .. although it wasn't easy to come out into it as soon as i came ....