Exactly Smurfette ,
thats wat i want to say , you are not worthless ,you prescious for those who are spending/sheding money on you, for those who are spending time and efforts on you , did you ever think that why they are doing this all for you ??. bcoze you're prescious for them and wat--ever or how ever you are they love's you alot .. please if you wont to live then try to lie for them bcoze they are alive to see you alive ,to see you breathing , to see you happy , to see you walking and laughing .. try to understand wat i want to say . every mankind has to taste death on his time, no one can die befor ehis time and no more can take an-extra breath .. soo why to live like a ill person , try to live the life to its fullest , try to live the all the days of the life ..... that wat i want to say to other thal who are going to give up their life and wont to strugle against their diseas anymore ... mourniness is a sin in our religion ( islam ) so dont be mourn to the blessings/Mercy of ALLAH (S.W.T)(GOD) he is the most Merciful and Beneficent .... soo keep faith and live the life to its fullest ..
Best Regards
Take Care
Umair
P.S : Tariq and zaini Please correct me if i m wrong or if there is any misstake in my english ... i will b realy happy for that ..