Thanks for the replies and reminding me to enjoy my baby. Once I found out about this illness, I was so confused and lost. I searched online, only to come from it crying and in desperate hope. I thought I would be losing my daughter. It wasn't until I discovered this forum and read the posts, that I realized there is hope in fighting this thing and that my child can live a normal life. I feel like I know you both because I have read your stories. I am now considering this as a common illness that can be managed rather than a chronic illness that is a death sentence. I see my baby and don't even think she has any illness. Maybe that's because she hasn't started transfusions, but still, I feel she will be as healthy as anyone and there is no reason to feel bad for her. She means the world to us and we will help her any way possible.
I also put things in perspective after reading about and talking to others about their struggles many years ago. I cant imagine what they went through. I feel I am blessed to have support, help and hopefully a cure on the way. I will remain positive even when it may be hard. I think the only time it will be hard is when the transfusions begin and worrying if she gets anything bad from the blood. But Im sure you all are going through that. Hopefully one day the cure will be available. InshaAllah it will be.
Thanks
BabyI's mom