A GREAT BIG THANK YOU TO ALL MOMMY'S AND DADDY'S
I know that it hurts you to see your baby in and out of hospitals, i know it hurts you to see that your baby's life depends on needles and someone's blood, i know that sometimes you cry when im not around to see you, i know that behind your every smile inside your heartbroken,i know that maybe sometimes you feel guilty,or ask Why me? or why my baby?? what did i ever do?? i also know that sometimes you feel that noone understands you or feels your pain,sometimes you might blaim eachother,sometimes mommy you leave daddy out of things and you give all your time to me,sometimes daddy you might feel that mommy dont love you,maybe sometimes you get angry with me for taking your time you had with her,i know its hard,as a baby i dont understand much, i might cry and look at you for help ,its because im a baby and i do not understand ...as a teenager, i might give you a hard time, im trying to understand...and now im asking why me? what did i ever do?? i might even get angry at you,sometimes i wont do my therapy as i should...i might not want to take medicine,its because i feel healthy and i dont see any diffrence between me and my best friend so why must i have to be so careful in everything and have to put desferal every night?? i feel fine, i look fine..
im sorry for that period of my life but like i said im TRYING to understand....now....as im growing older...and i totaly understand how important it is to look after myself ...i might fall inlove....be heartbroken many times....study....work.....might even want to get married and start my own family, mommy...daddy at this period of my life i need you to trust me and let me spread my wings, i know its hard because you might me scared,the fear of losing me in anyway scares you, but remember all i have is a blood disorder, and that i undrstand and i can take care of myself doesnt mean i dont need you or i dont love you, mom and dad you two will always be my hero ....YOU two made me the person i am today,a wonderful and caring,loving,respectful,responcible person, with many friends from around the world that have a hidden treasure just like we have mom and dad...and i THANK YOU for ALWAYS being there no matter what Thank you for making me and loving me I LOVE YOU BOTH !! MY HERO'S!!!!!!
just a little something tou all you parents....
love Katerina